This morning, still in bed, I read the current brainpickings newsletter. It surprised me once again. So often, Maria Popova's words relate directly to some things I am experiencing or feeling at that time. One of the articles is about solitude and creativity. I realized during the last week, that I need time and solitude for myself. It does not mean I do not like people - it is the contrary. I love being around people - people I have known for a long time, and I also enjoy meeting new faces and getting new input. And I enjoy the time with family, with my boyfriend. However, I am very often annoyed by the world. And then it is time for alone time. Maybe I will not be annoyed if I take my alone time early and often enough. This week of endulging and doing what I really want has helped me to be content and calm. I want to be nice and calm for my surroundings and I hate to be annoyed, to take my anger out on those who I love most.